The Perfidious Lover
Feb. 2nd, 2007 09:35 pmTitle: Sexual Attraction
Author:
hsbfc
Chapter: 22/?
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: language, sex
Summary: Justin moves to Pittsburgh after ending a four year relationship. What happens when he meets Brian and his past and present collide?
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Brian groaned softly and laid his head on the smooth hard shoulder. He let his hand roam up and down the taut torso. He could feel the heat from the body next to his and unconsciously bucked his hips against it. He buried his face in the neck and inhaled deeply.
Nathan lay flat on his back with his left arm covering his eyes. The weight of the body next to his, nearly on top of him, was a welcome warmth. The warm breath on his neck and the hand on his torso sent tingling sensations throughout his body. It had been way too long since he had shared his bed with someone other than Justin, who in no way counted. He let a small moan escape his lips as a leg moved between his and brushed against his balls.
In his lethargic state, Brian rubbed his nose against the neck feeling hair tickle his face. On some subconscious level he knew something wasn’t right, but he was just glad to have the blond back in his bed.
Nathan snuggled closer to the warm body pressing against his. He was definitely enjoying this feeling.
~~~~~
Justin woke up early Monday morning and decided to pay a visit to Nathan. He still wasn’t ready to talk to Brian yet, but he knew that talking to his best friend would help him get ready for it. He stopped off at the diner and picked up some coffee and chocolate chip muffins. He debated getting lemon bars, but knew Nathan would enjoy the muffins more.
He let himself into Nathan’s apartment and set the coffee and muffins on the kitchen table. He draped his coat over the back of a chair and noticed the discarded clothing that made a trail towards the bedroom. He smiled as he picked up the clothes and tossed them on the sofa thinking Nathan must have been exhausted to leave his clothes scattered all over the place. He made his way to the bedroom door and started to knock, but figured he’d have more fun just surprising his friend. Besides, if he had someone in there with him, it would be amusing to see the shocked look on their faces. When he opened the door, he wasn’t prepared for what he saw. He never expected to be the one shocked.
Nathan was on his back with his arm covering his eyes, and Brian was on his stomach with his head resting on Nathan’s chest, their legs entwined. Justin blinked and to say he was shocked would be an understatement. He cleared his throat loudly, waking up the two sleeping men.
Brian looked disoriented as he sat up and gazed at his surrounding. “Where the fuck am I?” He rubbed his temples and groaned at his sore muscles.
“You’re in Nathan’s bed,” Justin stated. The expression on his face was unreadable.
Nathan bolted up and immediately regretted it. He squinted his eyes against the glare of the sun as he looked at Brian. “What the fuck are you doing here?”
“Funny. I was just about to ask him the same question.” Justin crossed his arms on his chest and leaned against the door jam as he waited for a reply.
“Fuck,” Nathan groaned. “This is so not what it looks like.”
“Well,” Justin said as he gestured to the two naked men. “It looks like my best friend is in bed with my supposed boyfriend.”
“Okay, so it is what it looks like, but it’s not what it seems,” Nathan insisted. He looked over at Brian and asked, “Are you fucking naked? Please tell you’re not naked.” He stood up and yanked on his jeans and t-shirt.
“Consider yourself lucky,” Brian said as he stood up. “Do you know what guys would give to be naked in bed with me?” “
“At least tell me you did not jerk off in my bed last night,” Nathan said as he pulled the sheets to the end of the bed to look for stray cum stains. “If you got your cum over my brand new sheets, I’m going to cut your dick off and feed it to you.”
“Please,” Brian scoffed. “Nothing in that bed could excite me enough to get me hard, let alone make me come. If there are any stains on there, they belong to you. I mean, after all, you were lying next to me.”
“Get over yourself, Kinney. And get fucking dressed. I don’t want to look at your fucking dick all morning.”
“Then don’t look.” Brian told him as he looked around the room for his pants. “Where are my fucking pants? What the fuck did you do with my pants?”
“Why are you asking me? I don’t have your pants.” Nathan scoffed.
Brian looked around a bit frantically. “Well they aren’t here and you were the only other one in the room last night.”
“Hey, what part of I was passed out do you not get? You were the one who stumbled in here, drunk off your ass, and stripped.”
“I don’t stumble,” Brian retorted lamely.
“Oh, I’m sorry. Was that someone else who was staggering out of Woody’s last night, barely able to stand up?” Nathan snarked.
“I wasn’t the only one stumbling,” Brian said as he kept looking around for his jeans. “As I recall, I had to hold your drunken ass up so you wouldn’t fall flat on your face.”
“That was all your fault, you know.”
“My fault?” Brian asked incredulously. “How the fuck is it my fault? You were the one who said let’s go get a drink. It was your fucking idea.”
“Yeah, I’ll admit that,” Nathan acquiesced. “I said let’s have a drink. A drink. You were the one who kept ordering the damn things until we couldn’t see two feet in front of our faces.”
“It wasn’t like I forced your mouth open and poured the drinks down your throat.”
“I’m not saying that you did. But what was I supposed to do? You kept plunking them down in front of me.”
“Uh, here’s an idea…say no.” Brian looked at Nathan like it was the most obvious answer in the world. “Now, where are my fucking pants?” He looked around the room again.
“Oh for fuck’s sake,” Nathan said as he rummaged through his underwear drawer and pulled out a pair of underwear. “At least put something on.” He tossed the underwear to Brian.
Brian caught the underwear and held it out in front of him between two pinched fingers. His face held and expression of utter disgust as he stated emphatically, “No fucking way am I wearing your granny panties.”
Nathan put his hands on his hips and glared. “What? Is your ass too good for them?”
“Damn fucking right they are,” Brian told him. “You know, if I didn’t know any better, I would swear your ass was straight. No self-respecting gay man would ever wear underwear that looked like that. ”
Justin bit his lip as he listened to the two men bickering. This would actually be funny under different circumstances. He realized that Brian had just made fun of men who wore underwear and immediately took offense. “Hey,” Justin said with a scoff.
Brian turned and dropped the object of his disgust on the floor at his feet before turning and addressing Nathan once again. “It’s no wonder why you don’t get laid. One look at those things and the guy is too busy laughing his ass off to get hard.”
“Well excuse the fuck out of me,” Nathan said as he retrieved the underwear and stuffed them back in the drawer. “It might come as a surprise to the Great God Kinney that not all of us are concerned with fashion the way you are. “Besides,” Nathan smirked. “I don’t need expensive clothes to make me look good. I’m young and fucking hot. And you…well, one out of two isn’t so bad, old man. And I’ll have you know, I have never once had a guy laugh about my underwear before sex.”
“Well, if not your underwear then it was probably your dick size.” Brian pushed his tongue into his cheek and lifted an eyebrow giving Nathan a very superior stare.
Nathan narrowed his eyes and gestured with his hands. “And how would you know about that?”
“Have you forgotten already, little boy? I did sleep with you last night,” Brian said.
Justin’s breath caught in his throat and he choked a bit. He raised a hand to clamp over his mouth. He couldn’t believe that Brian had just admitted to sleeping with his best friend.
“Not like that,” Brian quickly corrected. “Like I would ever fuck him.”
“Like I would ever ask you to,” Nathan retorted.
“You were practically begging me last night.” Brian stalked, completely naked, around the bed and stood directly in front of the other man almost daring him to deny the statement. Although he wasn’t the least bit shy about his nudity, he grabbed the sheet to wrap around his waist. After all, he didn’t want to give Justin any more ammunition to use against him.
“In your dreams, Kinney,” Nathan shot back. “In what universe would last night constitute me begging to fuck you?”
“Please.” Brian rolled his eyes. “You kept asking me if I thought that you were pretty enough to fuck.”
Justin raised his eyebrow questioningly at Nathan as he made his way to the other side of the room. He grabbed Brian’s jeans and held them out for him to take. It was bad enough that he’d caught them in bed together and was now stuck listening to them argue, but he didn’t have to subject himself to staring at Brian’s naked ass.
Brian took the jeans, letting the sheet drop, and pulled them on.
“Boy, do you have one hell of an ego.” Nathan laughed. “You honestly think that just because I asked you if I was attractive, that it automatically meant I wanted in your pants? If I were going to ask you to fuck me this is how it would sound, ‘Brian, would you fuck me?’. I don’t remember saying any of that. I would never go after one of Justin’s boyfriends. I have much higher standards than that, bucko.”
“Oh, so I guess that’s why you don’t have anyone in your life…your standards,” Brian said as he crossed his arms on his chest. “And here I thought it was that winning personality of yours.”
“You’re one to talk, Kinney. What the hell would you know about relationships?” Nathan asked. “What’s that motto of yours again…? ‘Have dick, will fuck’?”
Justin continued to watch the two men in his life spar back and forth until finally he couldn’t take it anymore. “Oh my God! Enough! You two sound like an old married couple. I don’t know why I didn’t see this before.” He ran his hands through his hair and shook his head. “At first I thought that it was just that you two are so much alike and extremely competitive, but now I see it’s just sexual attraction. It’s obvious that you two want each other. I can’t believe that I have been so fucking blind.”
“Justin—” Brian started.
“No,” Justin cut him off. “I’m leaving.” He took one last look at Brian and Nathan and bit his lip, afraid of what would come out of his mouth. He shook his head and slammed the door behind him.
Brian glared at Nathan. “Now look what you’ve done.”
“Fuck you, Brian,” Nathan exclaimed. “Go fix this. Now!”
“Me?! I don’t think so. He’ll have my balls, and not in the good way. You go; you’ve got nothing down there to lose.”
“You are such an ass, Kinney,” Nathan groaned. “Now finish getting dressed.”
CHAPTER TWENTY THREE
Author:
Chapter: 22/?
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: language, sex
Summary: Justin moves to Pittsburgh after ending a four year relationship. What happens when he meets Brian and his past and present collide?
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Brian groaned softly and laid his head on the smooth hard shoulder. He let his hand roam up and down the taut torso. He could feel the heat from the body next to his and unconsciously bucked his hips against it. He buried his face in the neck and inhaled deeply.
Nathan lay flat on his back with his left arm covering his eyes. The weight of the body next to his, nearly on top of him, was a welcome warmth. The warm breath on his neck and the hand on his torso sent tingling sensations throughout his body. It had been way too long since he had shared his bed with someone other than Justin, who in no way counted. He let a small moan escape his lips as a leg moved between his and brushed against his balls.
In his lethargic state, Brian rubbed his nose against the neck feeling hair tickle his face. On some subconscious level he knew something wasn’t right, but he was just glad to have the blond back in his bed.
Nathan snuggled closer to the warm body pressing against his. He was definitely enjoying this feeling.
~~~~~
Justin woke up early Monday morning and decided to pay a visit to Nathan. He still wasn’t ready to talk to Brian yet, but he knew that talking to his best friend would help him get ready for it. He stopped off at the diner and picked up some coffee and chocolate chip muffins. He debated getting lemon bars, but knew Nathan would enjoy the muffins more.
He let himself into Nathan’s apartment and set the coffee and muffins on the kitchen table. He draped his coat over the back of a chair and noticed the discarded clothing that made a trail towards the bedroom. He smiled as he picked up the clothes and tossed them on the sofa thinking Nathan must have been exhausted to leave his clothes scattered all over the place. He made his way to the bedroom door and started to knock, but figured he’d have more fun just surprising his friend. Besides, if he had someone in there with him, it would be amusing to see the shocked look on their faces. When he opened the door, he wasn’t prepared for what he saw. He never expected to be the one shocked.
Nathan was on his back with his arm covering his eyes, and Brian was on his stomach with his head resting on Nathan’s chest, their legs entwined. Justin blinked and to say he was shocked would be an understatement. He cleared his throat loudly, waking up the two sleeping men.
Brian looked disoriented as he sat up and gazed at his surrounding. “Where the fuck am I?” He rubbed his temples and groaned at his sore muscles.
“You’re in Nathan’s bed,” Justin stated. The expression on his face was unreadable.
Nathan bolted up and immediately regretted it. He squinted his eyes against the glare of the sun as he looked at Brian. “What the fuck are you doing here?”
“Funny. I was just about to ask him the same question.” Justin crossed his arms on his chest and leaned against the door jam as he waited for a reply.
“Fuck,” Nathan groaned. “This is so not what it looks like.”
“Well,” Justin said as he gestured to the two naked men. “It looks like my best friend is in bed with my supposed boyfriend.”
“Okay, so it is what it looks like, but it’s not what it seems,” Nathan insisted. He looked over at Brian and asked, “Are you fucking naked? Please tell you’re not naked.” He stood up and yanked on his jeans and t-shirt.
“Consider yourself lucky,” Brian said as he stood up. “Do you know what guys would give to be naked in bed with me?” “
“At least tell me you did not jerk off in my bed last night,” Nathan said as he pulled the sheets to the end of the bed to look for stray cum stains. “If you got your cum over my brand new sheets, I’m going to cut your dick off and feed it to you.”
“Please,” Brian scoffed. “Nothing in that bed could excite me enough to get me hard, let alone make me come. If there are any stains on there, they belong to you. I mean, after all, you were lying next to me.”
“Get over yourself, Kinney. And get fucking dressed. I don’t want to look at your fucking dick all morning.”
“Then don’t look.” Brian told him as he looked around the room for his pants. “Where are my fucking pants? What the fuck did you do with my pants?”
“Why are you asking me? I don’t have your pants.” Nathan scoffed.
Brian looked around a bit frantically. “Well they aren’t here and you were the only other one in the room last night.”
“Hey, what part of I was passed out do you not get? You were the one who stumbled in here, drunk off your ass, and stripped.”
“I don’t stumble,” Brian retorted lamely.
“Oh, I’m sorry. Was that someone else who was staggering out of Woody’s last night, barely able to stand up?” Nathan snarked.
“I wasn’t the only one stumbling,” Brian said as he kept looking around for his jeans. “As I recall, I had to hold your drunken ass up so you wouldn’t fall flat on your face.”
“That was all your fault, you know.”
“My fault?” Brian asked incredulously. “How the fuck is it my fault? You were the one who said let’s go get a drink. It was your fucking idea.”
“Yeah, I’ll admit that,” Nathan acquiesced. “I said let’s have a drink. A drink. You were the one who kept ordering the damn things until we couldn’t see two feet in front of our faces.”
“It wasn’t like I forced your mouth open and poured the drinks down your throat.”
“I’m not saying that you did. But what was I supposed to do? You kept plunking them down in front of me.”
“Uh, here’s an idea…say no.” Brian looked at Nathan like it was the most obvious answer in the world. “Now, where are my fucking pants?” He looked around the room again.
“Oh for fuck’s sake,” Nathan said as he rummaged through his underwear drawer and pulled out a pair of underwear. “At least put something on.” He tossed the underwear to Brian.
Brian caught the underwear and held it out in front of him between two pinched fingers. His face held and expression of utter disgust as he stated emphatically, “No fucking way am I wearing your granny panties.”
Nathan put his hands on his hips and glared. “What? Is your ass too good for them?”
“Damn fucking right they are,” Brian told him. “You know, if I didn’t know any better, I would swear your ass was straight. No self-respecting gay man would ever wear underwear that looked like that. ”
Justin bit his lip as he listened to the two men bickering. This would actually be funny under different circumstances. He realized that Brian had just made fun of men who wore underwear and immediately took offense. “Hey,” Justin said with a scoff.
Brian turned and dropped the object of his disgust on the floor at his feet before turning and addressing Nathan once again. “It’s no wonder why you don’t get laid. One look at those things and the guy is too busy laughing his ass off to get hard.”
“Well excuse the fuck out of me,” Nathan said as he retrieved the underwear and stuffed them back in the drawer. “It might come as a surprise to the Great God Kinney that not all of us are concerned with fashion the way you are. “Besides,” Nathan smirked. “I don’t need expensive clothes to make me look good. I’m young and fucking hot. And you…well, one out of two isn’t so bad, old man. And I’ll have you know, I have never once had a guy laugh about my underwear before sex.”
“Well, if not your underwear then it was probably your dick size.” Brian pushed his tongue into his cheek and lifted an eyebrow giving Nathan a very superior stare.
Nathan narrowed his eyes and gestured with his hands. “And how would you know about that?”
“Have you forgotten already, little boy? I did sleep with you last night,” Brian said.
Justin’s breath caught in his throat and he choked a bit. He raised a hand to clamp over his mouth. He couldn’t believe that Brian had just admitted to sleeping with his best friend.
“Not like that,” Brian quickly corrected. “Like I would ever fuck him.”
“Like I would ever ask you to,” Nathan retorted.
“You were practically begging me last night.” Brian stalked, completely naked, around the bed and stood directly in front of the other man almost daring him to deny the statement. Although he wasn’t the least bit shy about his nudity, he grabbed the sheet to wrap around his waist. After all, he didn’t want to give Justin any more ammunition to use against him.
“In your dreams, Kinney,” Nathan shot back. “In what universe would last night constitute me begging to fuck you?”
“Please.” Brian rolled his eyes. “You kept asking me if I thought that you were pretty enough to fuck.”
Justin raised his eyebrow questioningly at Nathan as he made his way to the other side of the room. He grabbed Brian’s jeans and held them out for him to take. It was bad enough that he’d caught them in bed together and was now stuck listening to them argue, but he didn’t have to subject himself to staring at Brian’s naked ass.
Brian took the jeans, letting the sheet drop, and pulled them on.
“Boy, do you have one hell of an ego.” Nathan laughed. “You honestly think that just because I asked you if I was attractive, that it automatically meant I wanted in your pants? If I were going to ask you to fuck me this is how it would sound, ‘Brian, would you fuck me?’. I don’t remember saying any of that. I would never go after one of Justin’s boyfriends. I have much higher standards than that, bucko.”
“Oh, so I guess that’s why you don’t have anyone in your life…your standards,” Brian said as he crossed his arms on his chest. “And here I thought it was that winning personality of yours.”
“You’re one to talk, Kinney. What the hell would you know about relationships?” Nathan asked. “What’s that motto of yours again…? ‘Have dick, will fuck’?”
Justin continued to watch the two men in his life spar back and forth until finally he couldn’t take it anymore. “Oh my God! Enough! You two sound like an old married couple. I don’t know why I didn’t see this before.” He ran his hands through his hair and shook his head. “At first I thought that it was just that you two are so much alike and extremely competitive, but now I see it’s just sexual attraction. It’s obvious that you two want each other. I can’t believe that I have been so fucking blind.”
“Justin—” Brian started.
“No,” Justin cut him off. “I’m leaving.” He took one last look at Brian and Nathan and bit his lip, afraid of what would come out of his mouth. He shook his head and slammed the door behind him.
Brian glared at Nathan. “Now look what you’ve done.”
“Fuck you, Brian,” Nathan exclaimed. “Go fix this. Now!”
“Me?! I don’t think so. He’ll have my balls, and not in the good way. You go; you’ve got nothing down there to lose.”
“You are such an ass, Kinney,” Nathan groaned. “Now finish getting dressed.”
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Date: 2007-02-03 03:56 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2007-02-03 03:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-03 04:10 am (UTC)lover, then I feel so neglected, because she's finished before I am,
just like a three stroke husband that is lighting a cigarette just as
your temperature starts to rise.
It's such a cliche to yell, MORE, MORE.
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Date: 2007-02-03 03:53 pm (UTC)Thanks so much! More will be coming very soon!
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Date: 2007-02-03 04:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-03 03:55 pm (UTC)OMG
Date: 2007-02-03 05:12 am (UTC)shauna
Re: OMG
Date: 2007-02-03 03:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-03 06:13 am (UTC)Keep it up
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Date: 2007-02-03 03:58 pm (UTC)exactly!!!
Thanks for the review!
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Date: 2007-02-03 08:18 am (UTC)As far as Justin is concerned isn't he a bit to passive? I mean he keeps on walking away on either of them, I'd like for him to fight back, as Brian would say: "Have some balls!".
I'm not sure it is Nathan place to fix things, but I can see why Brian asks him to try and do it.
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Date: 2007-02-03 03:59 pm (UTC)All will be revealed. Trust me. And I hope you like the explaination.
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Date: 2007-02-03 10:09 am (UTC)And Justin,standing in the middle of all this.....!!
“At first I thought that it was just that you two are so much alike and extremely competitive, but now I see it’s just sexual attraction. It’s obvious that you two want each other. I can’t believe that I have been so fucking blind.”
“Justin—” Brian started.
“No,” Justin cut him off. “I’m leaving.” He took one last look at Brian and Nathan and bit his lip, afraid of what would come out of his mouth. He shook his head and slammed the door behind him.
OMG JUSTIN!I THINK YOU WERE NEVER SO WRONG!!!Right?
They ALL have to fix this soon...Brian,Nathan and Justin(for running out of them).
Can't wait for more.
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Date: 2007-02-03 02:21 pm (UTC)Thanks! I love writing banter between them.
Trust me. It will be fixed very soon. Promise!!!
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Date: 2007-02-03 12:20 pm (UTC)Great chapter, as usual!
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Date: 2007-02-03 04:02 pm (UTC)You'll see...
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Date: 2007-02-03 02:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-03 04:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-03 07:05 pm (UTC)This was totally funny, and I love Brian and Nathan sparring, but Poor, poor justin.
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Date: 2007-02-03 07:10 pm (UTC)Thanks for the reveiw. Glad you saw the humor!
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Date: 2007-02-06 03:25 am (UTC)What he said! And pronto!
*loves*
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Date: 2007-02-06 03:32 am (UTC)Thanks!
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