The Perfidious Lover
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oh_ameliaTitle: No Turning Back
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hsbfc
Chapter: 13/?
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: language, sex
Summary: Justin moves to Pittsburgh after ending a four year relationship. What happens when he meets Brian and his past and present collide?
PREVIOUS CHAPTERS
CHAPTER 1:: CHAPTER 2:: CHAPTER 3:: CHAPTER 4:: CHAPTER 5:: CHAPTER 6:: CHAPTER 7:: CHAPTER 8:: CHAPTER 9:: CHAPTER 10:: CHAPTER 11:: CHAPTER 12
It was Friday evening and Justin watched from the bed as Nathan got ready for his date with Rena. He still couldn’t believe that his friend was going through with it.
“I still can’t believe that you’re going through with this,” Justin said, voicing his thoughts.
“Why not?” Nathan asked.
“Well, for one, how do you know if I’ll even go out on a date with Brian? This could be all for nothing,” Justin said.
“I know you’ll go out with him because I know that you want to. And tonight won’t be all for nothing. Rena is great. I like talking to her.”
“And you told her everything? Not just about the circumstances of the date, but also about you, too?” Justin questioned Nathan.
“Of course. You know me, full disclosure,” he said as he sat down on the bed to tie his shoes. “So, what are your plans for tonight?”
“I’m staying in. I ordered some food while you were in the shower so it should be here any minute now.”
“You can’t avoid him forever,” Nathan said as he got up and exited the room.
“What are you talking about?” Justin asked as he followed Nathan into the kitchen. “I’m not avoiding him. I’ve been working with him all week.”
“Exactly. You’ve been working with him. Ever since your relationship with Derek you’ve started to compartmentalize your feelings.”
“No, I haven’t,” Justin argued.
“You forget who you’re talking to,” Nathan said. “I know you better than anyone. You might be able to fool them, but you can’t me. Quoting the infamous words of Mikey,” he took a deep breath and in his best high-pitched whiney voice mimicked, “‘you’re my best friend’.”
Justin rolled his eyes at his friend’s antics as he leaned against the kitchen island and crossed his arms across his chest. “Why do you even want me to date Brian? You don’t even like him.”
“No, I don’t. But you do. And that’s what’s important. And you deserve to be more than a casual fuck to Brian. Hell, to anyone.”
The buzzer rang before Justin could respond to Nathan’s proclamation.
“That’s my food,” Justin said. “Can you let them in while I get my wallet?”
Nathan buzzed the front door open and leaned back against the door and sighed. This past week Justin had been anyone but himself. The only positive thing to come out of it was the he was painting again. He heard a knock at the door and turned to open it. He really wasn’t too surprised to find Brian on the other side of the threshold.
“Brian,” Nathan said sweetly.
“Nathan,” Brian responded in the same mockingly sweet tone as he let himself into the apartment. “Is Justin around? The little shit has been avoiding me all week.”
“Yeah, he’s here,” Nathan told Brian. “Justin!” He yelled down the hallway. “How long does it take you to find your fucking wallet?”
“I’m coming,” Justin said as he made his way down the hall. “Brian,” he said when the noticed the auburn haired man. “What are you doing here?”
“Why I came to see you, Sunshine.”
“Is something wrong? Everything okay?”
Brian looked at Nathan pointedly.
“Okay, I guess that’s my cue to leave,” Nathan said as he grabbed his coat off the rack and left the apartment.
Brian made himself comfortable on Justin’s couch and motioned for the blond join him. He watched as Justin sat in the chair adjacent to the couch and took a deep breath. They sat in a somewhat awkward silence for a few minutes.
“Brian, are you going to say anything or just sit there on my couch all evening?”
“Well—” Brian began but was interrupted by the buzzer.
“Sorry,” Justin said as he walked to the door. “That’s my dinner.”
Brian sat somewhat patiently as he waited for Justin to finish up with the delivery guy. Finally, the blond closed the door and set the food on the island.
“Are you hungry?” Justin asked as he unpacked the Thai takeout. “I always order too much.”
“Uh, yeah, sure,” Brian said as he rose from the couch and joined Justin in the kitchen. “Need some help?”
“Please.” Justin smiled. “Would you like a beer?”
“Beer is fine,” Brian answered.
Justin carried the food and silverware and Brian carried the drinks and plates. They made themselves comfortable on the floor and set up everything on the coffee table.
“So, you were saying…” Justin said as he scooped out some of the food and dumped it on his plate.
“Well, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking this week. About what happened at Deb’s.”
“You shouldn’t have wasted your time, that was just Nathan being Nathan. He is always doing shit like that. I’ve almost learned that it is best to just ignore him when he gets like that.”
“Just listen,” Brian said as he stabbed at his food with his fork. “I know that I’m not the first person to say ‘let’s talk’ or ‘lets go out on a date’.”
“True,” Justin agreed. “So then why are you here?”
“Its something you said on Sunday. I don’t see why you’ll fuck me but you won’t go out on a date with me.”
“Because to me, dating is something you do when you want to be in a relationship. We both know that is something that you don’t want. And fucking is just fun.”
“You know,” Brian said as he got up off the floor and sat on the couch. “I am getting fucking sick of people telling me who I am and what I want. I do whatever I want, when I want. If I asked you out it was because I fucking wanted to.”
“That is such bullshit,” Justin scoffed. “You would have never asked me out if it weren’t for Nate fucking with your head.”
“Okay, I’ll be honest. That is what spurred it on, but did it ever occur to you that I might actually want to go out on a date with you?”
“And then what, Brian?” Justin asked as he joined him on the couch. He turned to face the older man and laid his left arm across the back of the couch.
“Then we can see what happens from there.”
“But are you ready for what might possibly happen? I’m not about to be some experiment for you to see if you can go out on a date.”
“I have actually been out on a date before.”
“And how’d it go?”
“It was a disaster. I ended up fucking the waiter.”
In spite of the current situation Justin let a small smile escape his lips. “Brian, I’ll be honest with you. I like you and I’d like to have something with you other than just sex. So, if we do this then there’s no turning back.”
Brian looked into the deep blue pools of Justin’s eyes and saw the emotion in them. He saw the honesty. “Okay.” He nodded.
“Okay? You’re sure?” Justin asked.
“Yeah, I can’t make any promises or guarantees. But I will always be honest with you.”
“That’s all I want,” Justin said. “And more of this.”
“I was afraid of that,” Brian joked. He leaned forward and kissed the blond softly on the lips.
Justin opened his mouth and massaged Brian’s tongue with his own. He pressed his weight against the brunette until he was lying on top of him. He broke the kiss and started kissing down the side of Brian’s neck. He gave him a small bite which got a ‘hey’ and a slap on the ass from the older man. He smiled and ran both his hands under the shirt of the man below him. He lets his hands roam the smooth, warm flesh as he kissed his way around the man’s neck.
Brian gasped and arched his back as Justin moved slightly to his side, their erections rubbing against one another, and ran his thumb over the sensitive nipple. He rested his hand on the blond’s ass and pulled him so he was directly on top of him again. His hand slowly found its way down the other man’s pants, his fingers toying with the puckered hole. He could feel Justin’s moans on his neck. “Bedroom,” he gasped.
Justin had his legs wrapped around Brian’s waist as he was carried to the bedroom. Brian could feel the blond’s hard on pressing against his stomach. Along with the things Justin was doing to his neck, it’s a wonder they made it to the bedroom.
Brian entered the room blindly and Justin unwrapped his legs from around the older man’s waist. He gave the blonde a small shove and watched as he fell on the bed with a small bounce. Justin crawled backward on his elbows and Brian followed, climbing on top of him. He pulled off the boy’s shirt before divesting of his own.
He kissed down Justin’s chest to his stomach and pulled off his jeans. He engulfed the hard cock in his mouth and sucked hard on it. He licked up the side and plunged his tongue in the blonde’s slit. His hands kept Justin’s hips planted firmly on the bed. Just before the boy could come Brian pulled back and removed his own jeans. He grabbed a condom and the lube from the nightstand and quickly prepared Justin. When he started pushing down on him he knew the boy was ready. He slipped on the condom and slowly embedded his cock in the tight hot channel.
Justin reached up and pulled Brian’s mouth down on his and kissed the older man hungrily. He wrapped his legs around his waist and asked for it harder and faster. Brian complied and before they he knew it Justin was coming across their chests. A few thrusts later he followed as he felt Justin tightening around his cock. He collapsed down on the blonde and waited to catch his breath.
~~~~~
As his and Justin’s breathing returned to normal, Brian knew he had to pull out or risk losing the condom. He tied it up and threw it on the floor before taking possession of Justin’s mouth once again. They pulled apart only once breathing became a necessity.
Justin watched as Brian got up and headed to the bathroom. He glanced over at the clock and saw that is was already 9:30. If they were going to make it to the diner then they needed to start getting ready now.
Brian came back to the bedroom with a warm washcloth and wiped Justin’s stomach clean. He returned the washcloth to the bathroom before coming back to lie down beside the blonde.
“We should get up.” Justin sighed.
“Why? What for?” Brian asked.
“We have to meet the guys at the diner in 30 minutes. Nathan’s date, remember?” Justin reminded him. He didn’t really want to leave, but he thought that Brian probably would.
“Ah, fuck him,” Brian said. “Let’s just stay here.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Author's Note: I know what you are going to say. It was way too easy. Brian folded too quick. *shrugs*
Author:
hsbfc Chapter: 13/?
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: language, sex
Summary: Justin moves to Pittsburgh after ending a four year relationship. What happens when he meets Brian and his past and present collide?
PREVIOUS CHAPTERS
CHAPTER 1:: CHAPTER 2:: CHAPTER 3:: CHAPTER 4:: CHAPTER 5:: CHAPTER 6:: CHAPTER 7:: CHAPTER 8:: CHAPTER 9:: CHAPTER 10:: CHAPTER 11:: CHAPTER 12
It was Friday evening and Justin watched from the bed as Nathan got ready for his date with Rena. He still couldn’t believe that his friend was going through with it.
“I still can’t believe that you’re going through with this,” Justin said, voicing his thoughts.
“Why not?” Nathan asked.
“Well, for one, how do you know if I’ll even go out on a date with Brian? This could be all for nothing,” Justin said.
“I know you’ll go out with him because I know that you want to. And tonight won’t be all for nothing. Rena is great. I like talking to her.”
“And you told her everything? Not just about the circumstances of the date, but also about you, too?” Justin questioned Nathan.
“Of course. You know me, full disclosure,” he said as he sat down on the bed to tie his shoes. “So, what are your plans for tonight?”
“I’m staying in. I ordered some food while you were in the shower so it should be here any minute now.”
“You can’t avoid him forever,” Nathan said as he got up and exited the room.
“What are you talking about?” Justin asked as he followed Nathan into the kitchen. “I’m not avoiding him. I’ve been working with him all week.”
“Exactly. You’ve been working with him. Ever since your relationship with Derek you’ve started to compartmentalize your feelings.”
“No, I haven’t,” Justin argued.
“You forget who you’re talking to,” Nathan said. “I know you better than anyone. You might be able to fool them, but you can’t me. Quoting the infamous words of Mikey,” he took a deep breath and in his best high-pitched whiney voice mimicked, “‘you’re my best friend’.”
Justin rolled his eyes at his friend’s antics as he leaned against the kitchen island and crossed his arms across his chest. “Why do you even want me to date Brian? You don’t even like him.”
“No, I don’t. But you do. And that’s what’s important. And you deserve to be more than a casual fuck to Brian. Hell, to anyone.”
The buzzer rang before Justin could respond to Nathan’s proclamation.
“That’s my food,” Justin said. “Can you let them in while I get my wallet?”
Nathan buzzed the front door open and leaned back against the door and sighed. This past week Justin had been anyone but himself. The only positive thing to come out of it was the he was painting again. He heard a knock at the door and turned to open it. He really wasn’t too surprised to find Brian on the other side of the threshold.
“Brian,” Nathan said sweetly.
“Nathan,” Brian responded in the same mockingly sweet tone as he let himself into the apartment. “Is Justin around? The little shit has been avoiding me all week.”
“Yeah, he’s here,” Nathan told Brian. “Justin!” He yelled down the hallway. “How long does it take you to find your fucking wallet?”
“I’m coming,” Justin said as he made his way down the hall. “Brian,” he said when the noticed the auburn haired man. “What are you doing here?”
“Why I came to see you, Sunshine.”
“Is something wrong? Everything okay?”
Brian looked at Nathan pointedly.
“Okay, I guess that’s my cue to leave,” Nathan said as he grabbed his coat off the rack and left the apartment.
Brian made himself comfortable on Justin’s couch and motioned for the blond join him. He watched as Justin sat in the chair adjacent to the couch and took a deep breath. They sat in a somewhat awkward silence for a few minutes.
“Brian, are you going to say anything or just sit there on my couch all evening?”
“Well—” Brian began but was interrupted by the buzzer.
“Sorry,” Justin said as he walked to the door. “That’s my dinner.”
Brian sat somewhat patiently as he waited for Justin to finish up with the delivery guy. Finally, the blond closed the door and set the food on the island.
“Are you hungry?” Justin asked as he unpacked the Thai takeout. “I always order too much.”
“Uh, yeah, sure,” Brian said as he rose from the couch and joined Justin in the kitchen. “Need some help?”
“Please.” Justin smiled. “Would you like a beer?”
“Beer is fine,” Brian answered.
Justin carried the food and silverware and Brian carried the drinks and plates. They made themselves comfortable on the floor and set up everything on the coffee table.
“So, you were saying…” Justin said as he scooped out some of the food and dumped it on his plate.
“Well, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking this week. About what happened at Deb’s.”
“You shouldn’t have wasted your time, that was just Nathan being Nathan. He is always doing shit like that. I’ve almost learned that it is best to just ignore him when he gets like that.”
“Just listen,” Brian said as he stabbed at his food with his fork. “I know that I’m not the first person to say ‘let’s talk’ or ‘lets go out on a date’.”
“True,” Justin agreed. “So then why are you here?”
“Its something you said on Sunday. I don’t see why you’ll fuck me but you won’t go out on a date with me.”
“Because to me, dating is something you do when you want to be in a relationship. We both know that is something that you don’t want. And fucking is just fun.”
“You know,” Brian said as he got up off the floor and sat on the couch. “I am getting fucking sick of people telling me who I am and what I want. I do whatever I want, when I want. If I asked you out it was because I fucking wanted to.”
“That is such bullshit,” Justin scoffed. “You would have never asked me out if it weren’t for Nate fucking with your head.”
“Okay, I’ll be honest. That is what spurred it on, but did it ever occur to you that I might actually want to go out on a date with you?”
“And then what, Brian?” Justin asked as he joined him on the couch. He turned to face the older man and laid his left arm across the back of the couch.
“Then we can see what happens from there.”
“But are you ready for what might possibly happen? I’m not about to be some experiment for you to see if you can go out on a date.”
“I have actually been out on a date before.”
“And how’d it go?”
“It was a disaster. I ended up fucking the waiter.”
In spite of the current situation Justin let a small smile escape his lips. “Brian, I’ll be honest with you. I like you and I’d like to have something with you other than just sex. So, if we do this then there’s no turning back.”
Brian looked into the deep blue pools of Justin’s eyes and saw the emotion in them. He saw the honesty. “Okay.” He nodded.
“Okay? You’re sure?” Justin asked.
“Yeah, I can’t make any promises or guarantees. But I will always be honest with you.”
“That’s all I want,” Justin said. “And more of this.”
“I was afraid of that,” Brian joked. He leaned forward and kissed the blond softly on the lips.
Justin opened his mouth and massaged Brian’s tongue with his own. He pressed his weight against the brunette until he was lying on top of him. He broke the kiss and started kissing down the side of Brian’s neck. He gave him a small bite which got a ‘hey’ and a slap on the ass from the older man. He smiled and ran both his hands under the shirt of the man below him. He lets his hands roam the smooth, warm flesh as he kissed his way around the man’s neck.
Brian gasped and arched his back as Justin moved slightly to his side, their erections rubbing against one another, and ran his thumb over the sensitive nipple. He rested his hand on the blond’s ass and pulled him so he was directly on top of him again. His hand slowly found its way down the other man’s pants, his fingers toying with the puckered hole. He could feel Justin’s moans on his neck. “Bedroom,” he gasped.
Justin had his legs wrapped around Brian’s waist as he was carried to the bedroom. Brian could feel the blond’s hard on pressing against his stomach. Along with the things Justin was doing to his neck, it’s a wonder they made it to the bedroom.
Brian entered the room blindly and Justin unwrapped his legs from around the older man’s waist. He gave the blonde a small shove and watched as he fell on the bed with a small bounce. Justin crawled backward on his elbows and Brian followed, climbing on top of him. He pulled off the boy’s shirt before divesting of his own.
He kissed down Justin’s chest to his stomach and pulled off his jeans. He engulfed the hard cock in his mouth and sucked hard on it. He licked up the side and plunged his tongue in the blonde’s slit. His hands kept Justin’s hips planted firmly on the bed. Just before the boy could come Brian pulled back and removed his own jeans. He grabbed a condom and the lube from the nightstand and quickly prepared Justin. When he started pushing down on him he knew the boy was ready. He slipped on the condom and slowly embedded his cock in the tight hot channel.
Justin reached up and pulled Brian’s mouth down on his and kissed the older man hungrily. He wrapped his legs around his waist and asked for it harder and faster. Brian complied and before they he knew it Justin was coming across their chests. A few thrusts later he followed as he felt Justin tightening around his cock. He collapsed down on the blonde and waited to catch his breath.
~~~~~
As his and Justin’s breathing returned to normal, Brian knew he had to pull out or risk losing the condom. He tied it up and threw it on the floor before taking possession of Justin’s mouth once again. They pulled apart only once breathing became a necessity.
Justin watched as Brian got up and headed to the bathroom. He glanced over at the clock and saw that is was already 9:30. If they were going to make it to the diner then they needed to start getting ready now.
Brian came back to the bedroom with a warm washcloth and wiped Justin’s stomach clean. He returned the washcloth to the bathroom before coming back to lie down beside the blonde.
“We should get up.” Justin sighed.
“Why? What for?” Brian asked.
“We have to meet the guys at the diner in 30 minutes. Nathan’s date, remember?” Justin reminded him. He didn’t really want to leave, but he thought that Brian probably would.
“Ah, fuck him,” Brian said. “Let’s just stay here.”
Author's Note: I know what you are going to say. It was way too easy. Brian folded too quick. *shrugs*
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